bits and pieces 2

[to meiling] hey thanks for ya tribute! err..actually i am really that cold meh? haha! well, i really hope that you will meet someone better soon! no need to wait for 5 yrs~ ya...all the best for ya Alevels...hope you can wear that sun yan zi's shirt ya?! hehe!
[sick] i am sick for 4 days...have to eat medicine regularly to control the flu and fever. i think i kenna liu xing xing gan mao ba? coz the weather suddenly became quite cold and windy thesedays. anyway i am quite worried lah, coz it affected my concentration span on my studies lah..very suay thesedays leh..how come i am getting weaker huh? haiz...
[cds] finally my sis bought her long-waited yanzi's cd this evening and got a black shirt. well, she can wear it lah..haha! (not bad sia). ok anyway i got 2 new albums to listen lah..one is "stefanie" and the other is jeff chang's "xia yi ge yong yuan". finally my mum used her voucher to buy the cd for me lah..waited for 3 YEARS liao..hor sis? longer than urs leh?! haha!
[final battle] getting closer and closer to nov 4 liao. honestly, i am starting to get abit panic ah..coz i got tons of things that i havent revised or memorised u know...stressed! now i just cant change my focus to other subjects except cla and econs...even maths i will stop for awhile...haiz
yday night....went to bed at 12 am plus...but can only sleep at 5.30am. dunno why cannot sleep. definitely not becoz of the coming battle. i just dont know why lah.
[others] my mum also shi mian a few days back..but strangely came a bad news. a distant relative had passed away the next day. wah seh my mum got what magic powers ah? how come so unlucky ah? i somehow hope that this wont happen again coz i scared got bad news coming...

ThE gRuDgE

[monday] went with sis, mum and aunt joanna to watch "the grudge". well, basically it was definitely more interesting and horrifying than the previous movie i had watched.."ghost". got some quite er xin scenes butta the story quite ok lah...u will definitely understand the whole plot, though it was in bits and pieces..like example u will see an ending first then it will come back to tell u what actually had happened,so u wont miss a thing. why i wanna say this was becoz my sis who had watched the original ju-on 1 said the plot was very hard to understand..the details were not explained clearly so quite chim ah. anyway, one of the scenes was the policemen found 2 dead bodies in the attic and a jaw that was ripped off from yoko, the previous housekeeper. her body leh? her body went back to the sch and killed alex, who was the in-charge of the welfare service...when she turned back to see alex..wah seh her face was damn er xin...remembered her jaws were ripped off? u can see her tough coming out damn long and that was really er xin..hahaha! there were quite a few scenes when the hands just suddenly came out to hold the people..haha! sarah michelle gellar's acting was quite good lah...so is this movie worth watching? hmm...i can say yes lah, though the plot was quite simple..dun be too shocked to be kenna horrified when the movie had just started for a few mins...hehe!
[friday] going to sch for my last gp consultation. saw from jw's entry in class blog, i am going to get back my cla p1 mock exam paper ba...haiz. scared gp mock i will fail ( i think i will fail anyway) but hope that i can realise my mistakes during the consultation. yeah finally, i wanna say a big GANBATTE to all my pals out there studying....good luck guys!

~the story of a unlucky girl~

[blogger] this is the second time i am writing this entry. dunno why just now my entry just disappeared and left the title only! damn it!
[my toes] hurt my toes yday after a big bang against the corners of the wall. result? toes kenna swollen ah...now limping like a pai kah gal...kaoz! haiz...can only blame myself lah...toes no eyes mah! haiz...this is not the first time my toes hit the walls ah butta it is the first time they kenna swollen ah..then today go to sch like a pai kah ah...wearing slippers...diaoz. 1st time i wear slippers to sch eh! so ugly!
anyway, i only went for cla p1 mock exam today. didnt finish studying paper 2 so didnt attend. anyway my toes are giving me aches ah...kaoz....wish me luck guys!

~bits and pieces~

[today] went to toa payoh lib with sc to study cla. not very crowded butta we cant find a table lah..haha! then went to macdonald's to mug...saw channel u's bus...with the name "zhi zhi zu"..then i knew that "jie tou da pai dang" was shooting in toa payoh centre. saw quan yi feng rushing to kick the ball then byran wong and the li sisters running to their buses to get the net and ball...byran very bad ah he snatched away quan yi feng's net...hahaa! the game ended outside the lib and i was watching from macdonalds...good view sia! hehe!
[family] mum went out to tan pan lah....jia bian lah! dunno why got such pple in my family?! damn irritating de! haiz...pls let me have some peace ba!
[juniors] heard from sc as well as vick that the current sec 4s didnt do too well for their prelims...i nearly got a shock coz they are getting results like 18, 20 eh? alamak they are smart fellas lor? why got such a result? i already got no face to see my sis's results liao....haiz! maybe she should really go to poly ba...see myself in such a state now also ke lian..do consider wisely if u wanna go jc.
[ulcers] well, i have been battling with ulcers for several months...and it hasnt stop now..today found out got a new ulcer again! qi si wo le! dunno why so suay de...damn pain lor...really affected my shi yu these few months eh? kaoz~

~happy little news~

[kance] had a long chat with her via msn. she is a friend of mine from taiwan english club. one of my good pals from taiwan. well, she is planning to get married in 2006..that is cool! i was joking with her that she can wait for another 40 yrs...2046. get the joke? haha! then we were chatting about how to slim down...sobbz...i am getting fat ah! how? heard some news from her as well...JY (another chat pal) had left for italy a few days b4...to receive a prize for her design..fashion design some more! wow! so proud of her!
[teddy] another pal of mine from seattle. met him today in tec's chatroom. well he is coming to the philippines this yr end to visit his bro...cool! hope he will enjoy his trip there!
[1st time] yeah....in my 18 yrs of life...1st time i absent myself from a mock exam. econs is the subject...and i think no one from my class went for it...dunno how ms gan will feel? wanna kill all of us ba? haiz
[cindy] 1st time kenna invited to a birthday dinner...really wanna thanks cindy wor! anyway shun bian can celebrate ann's bday as well..both of them are 21/10 babies. tt means my pocket will get lighter also...coz gotta spend money to buy presents mah! anyway the day is tml lah, dunno what will happen also..haha! happy birthday to both of you lor!
[dad] he is a strage person i know...yan jiu him for a few days...he is totally a left-hander, who switch to right hand when he writes...strange right? he painted the wall with his left hand, played badminton with his left hand, used a knife with his left hand but why he uses right hand to write leh? the answer given by him was....i also dunno. diaoz! strange. really de strange!

~ feeling abit boring ~

[counting down to the great battle]..haiz...stress and boring are all i can say for my life now. really sianz..this week got 3 mock exams in a roll, wondering should i attend all? coz i really think that i dont have time to prepare for all exams and i dun have time to study for my papers...really sianz..
[unlucky] yestersay something happened to me..and that was the 2nd time le..by the same person. pf and jw u guys thought i am damn unlucky. yeah right i am! kaoz...i promised there wont be a 3rd time liao. i always prevent myself from being nasty but then dun try my patience. to others: next time when u msg pls dun anyhow use capital letters throughout, pple will get the wrong meaning...or perhaps pple will feel bei song. i wont be nice anymore.
[new boyfriend] haha! thesedays i cant watch tv as much as i like liao...like long time i didnt sit in my living room...now i got a new bf le...and that is....RADIO! hahah! everyday i listen to radio from morning till night...finally catching up with my new stuffs ya! coz last time or even now i got lots of cds to listen and i hardly listen to radio...kinda outdated. butta now i am not ok? hehe! praying for the battle to pass quickly so i can be with my husband (tv) again!

~我毕业了~

if you cant read my entry normally, pls encode to uni-code. thanks!
[毕业典礼] 今天早上。。8.30 匆匆忙忙的赶去学校，差点就要迟到了！过后发现我有好多事情要做。。天啊！首先，ms gan忘了拿 horse-shoe collarpin 给我们，过后还得帮她拿同学的电话号码，还要帮忙分好多东西给同学们。。。好麻烦呃！9.15。。毕业典礼终于开始了，有点沉闷，没办法。。咳！我非常“荣幸”地可以坐在 ms gan的旁边。。哈哈！她时不时就说有关谭先生的事情。。比如看到谭先生上台领奖，她会很兴奋地鼓掌和尖叫。。好像他的超级影迷。哈哈！
可怜的阿芳绯闻她也知道了。。还说阿芳有眼光哟！我想我们的笑声很多人都能听见吧？！
ms gan 过后还是有跟我说话。。我还怕说错话呃！最欠扁的问题是问我谁会是A水准的第一名。我想了想便说。。应该会是连先生还是谭先生吧。她非常不同意地说。。是谭先生。。还要我跟她打赌。。我才不要呢！
其他的节目还有曾老爷的献词。。他说的英文有点怪，不过总的来说还好啦！训育主任 philip tan则唱了“朋友”。。还不哦错哦！虽然他唱错了歌词却一点都不慌张。
典礼结束后，大家都去找老师们拍照留恋，我得请朋友帮我冲洗照片啦。多谢你们了！
[感想]有点纳闷，因为大考要来了。得离开这间学校和我的朋友了。。却不是很舍不得，跟中学时一样。哈哈！没有什么感情吧。。不过在 SR 的这两年的确学了不少东西，也尝试了不少东西。比如。。orientation grp leader, 文化周的策划队伍，代表学校参加比赛，吉他团的 committee, 还有新年节目的司仪。。真的是新的体验，我终于相信我也可以当个学生领袖。。
非常谢谢学校给我这些机会！
[致最亲爱的朋友们] 希望能跟你们保持联络。。我的朋友不多呃！有空一起出去玩哦！你们放心，我每年都有个“寄卡”活动。。不过今年有些改变。我只会寄新年贺卡，不会再寄圣诞卡片。不好意思哦！请继续为大考加油，努力应战！

empty heart

[graduation day in 2 days time] saw the notice board this afternoon. A06 was the last class in arts stream and the whole cohort. very scary! just see the percentage will make u feel scared. felt very discouraged, for the fact that my class didnt do well and i didnt do my best. haiz....this moment i felt so empty inside me...everything. my brain and my heart...even my feelings. however, wanna congratulate cl and kj for their improvements. i still believe (gotta believe) that we shall do better in the final battle yeah? ya...encouragement is mostly needed now!
wondering how boring is the graduation day..hahaha! kinda saddist here. seeing other pple do well and u saw ur rotten results...really terrible eh...ching ah u better buck up ah! less than a month to go le...dont let your ah ma and ah pa down...:(
jia you ba my friends...dont be dishearten...let's fight hard for this final battle! we can do it!

~golden friday~

[mdm tan] well today she was kinda shock coz she didnt know we knew her big day. hahaha! must thank ml hor?! ok well, my class celebrated her big day today ( actual day shld be sat or sun ba? ) ....during gp lesson. we bought a haagen daz ice cream cake and it was like $70? tt was what i heard ok? err...that was my first time eating an ice cream cake and my first time eating something from haagen daz...ya sua gu ching! well, the cake was quite hard at first but then it melted quite fast too. all i can say is that i still prefer to eat cakes lah, they are much nicer. haha!
err..anyway hoped she enjoyed herself in sch today lah..
hmm...waited for an hour for my gp consultation, thinking hard what to ask mdm tan. in the end, we were just asking qns from the jc prelim paper..haiz..what the heck? marrissa and kj were abit quiet lah...ann,mz, les and me were like kept asking qns whenever we saw a qns..hahaha! i guess my other 3 gp consultations will be more serious ba coz only my group will be seeing her...today got 2 groups...stress!
[evening] 4pm ba...my family and i went to punggol park to excercise, like a family day. haha! it has been a long time since my family last went to excercise together. eh i did 3 sports at one go ne..badminton, jogging and cycling. it was my first time playing badminton outside, coz i always play in sch mah. very happy to bring my bike out coz long time didnt cycle le, i scared my bike will rust at home. haha! dad ran 5 rounds...that was good coz he didnt jog after he injured his legs...after that we went to eat bak gu teh and pig trotter at a nearby coffeeshop...very nice eh! mum only drank lemon tea..haha!
[slim down]..haiz...i kenna haunted by these 2 words everyday...kenna nagged by my mum and dad to slim down...or else go hk dunno got what pants to wear..alamak. grow fat is so easy but reduce the fat is so hard...haiz...xin you yu er li bu zu ah! help!
[graduation day]...wed is my last day of school. graduation ceremony will start at 8.30am. well, not much feelings abt it lah. now the bothering thing is my report book..haiz.. maybe borrow my fren's camera to take some pics ba..too lazy to buy film lah. as you know my dad dun intend to buy a digital camera yet..so i dunno gotta wait how long. now bring my that super camera abit paiseh ah...my that pentax camera is good lah...got good lens and long zooms butta too heavy and not digital..
[2004] sch is ending soon, Alevels are coming round the corner. i am not happy with yr 2004 lah. many things happened. 1. didnt celebrate chinese new year 2. family problems 3. jc2 results sux 4. 2 hamsters left
honestly i dont think i can make it to university. there wont be miracles lor. maybe if i can pass all subjects will be a miracle but definitely i wont pass well to enter uni lah. thinking what to do after alevels. maybe i will work for awhile and plan where i shall go after i get my results next yr.

~piracy queen~

[cds] haha! i think i will ying qi gong fen again after u guys read it...lolz! ok so what had i done? well i had burnt quite alot of cds from sept till now...let me show u the list...
1. 4 jeff chang's cd
2. 5566+ cai cun jia ( a few mins ago)
3. tension+others
4. another mix album of jap and cpop songs.
on the other hand, my sis burnt S.E.N.S 's latest best collections from her pal's cd...hahaha!
nothing to be too happy about lah, coz kenna scolded by my mum lah..u know i had used quite alot of cds and cd covers....well, basically i burn cds for several reasons...
1. there are only a few songs i like
2. too few tracks in an album...not worth money...u know cpop cds are always ard 10 songs...
3. cant be bought in sg
4. cant get permission to buy
as you know my mum dun anyhow let me buy cds lor, i am still waiting for her tower records's voucher to buy jeff chang's latest album...will be a long wait..haiz..
[prelims] got back my results lah...facing the same situation for all other exams this yr..common tests and mid-yr.. so how to tell my parents leh? haiz..no improvement lah..except for maths and gp. i find myself ridiculous lah..pple can do so well why cant i ? less than a month to Alevels le...gotta force myself to put in 100% effort. here we go!

~ overseas trip~

some information for my hong kong trip :
date: 2/12/2004- 8/12/2004
flight: cathay pacific morning flight to hk and night flight back to sg.
places: hong kong main island, lantau island, macau.
people going: mum, sis, aunt joanna, puifang, jiawen & her sis and me.

[nam ho]...met my mum and aunt joanna there...settle the stuffs lah...i wondered how my mum can influence pf to extend her stay from 4 days to 7 days?! ya...coz she gotta return to sg alone if she stay for abt 4 days....ah wen and her sis are going to guangzhou after that...hoho! hopes she enjoys her trip there~ basically quite happy lah...though i kenna share the same rm with my sis and pf ( dunno what will happen)...haha! pillow fight? nah i dun think so. eh...hope that we can meet some artise if we can visit tvb ba..hahahaha! now got some motivation to study le ba..
well, this will be my first time traveling with my family and friends...i mean normally u wont mix them together right? and also my first time going on a free & easy trip...hoho! better hope that nothing goes wrong from now to dec.....pray hard!
[prelim results] hmm...got back my cla paper...managed to pass ah...but i was not statisfied with my lit paper...compre paper was ok...lang paper i didnt do very well...just pass. so paper 1 pull my marks up lah.. but other subjects leh? haiz....tml getting back my geo papers...jia lat!

20 Questions to a Better Relationship

taken from hui ling's blog...hehe~
http://hokev.brinkster.net/quiz/default.asp?quiz=Better+Relationship&page=1

eXpressive: 6/10Practical: 7/10Physical: 4/10Giver: 1/10
You are a XPIT--Expressive Practical Intellectual Taker. This makes you a Manager.You are cool, thoughtful and intelligent. Your approach and your sense of humor are under-the-radar, your charm is undeniable. You keep everything under control. You have distinctive vocal mannerisms. You may not have much interest in approaching strangers, but when you do, you are successful. You will probably end up with someone beautiful, fascinating and off-balance. While your partner may steal the limelight, it's you that keeps things running smoothly and provides stability in your relationship. If you are with someone as contemplative and hard-headed as you, you can have a tough time. Your greatest asset is that you tackle conflict as it rises -- you don't ignore it and let it brew. If you have a partner that *does* let it brew, it will make you crazy! You can find yourself fighting for two -- trying to anticipate your partner's needs and draw their feelings out -- which is exhausting and, well, not your job. You would never cheat. You would make an excellent spouse. When your spouse's friends met you, they would think, "Crap, why couldn't I get that one?"Of the 117877 people who have taken this quiz, 6.1 % are this type.

~pui fang-chan wa hen ni desu ne~

[yday nihongo lesson] hahaha! pf what are you thinking last night? xin bu zai yan ne!!! even sensei also can sense that....yday lesson i had a good laugh ne~pf wanna be a hanayome soon? well that means bride in japanese....hint*hint*! ok she was really strange yday lah...so blur like sotong ne...nearly forgot to return my yu yi also! kaoz i forgot myself ne~ lolz.
[today] actually wanted to go out with my parents...but then i finisehed tuition quite late so in the end my mum said dun go....my taiwan trip was affected becoz' of the recent tw & sg incident.
my parents bei song taiwan lah..so dun wan to go le...(my mum said dun let then earn our money...hahhaha!) hmm...mum went to tour agency today to check on hk trips...which means i am likely to go to hk and macau area lah...actually korea was considered butta quite expensive and the trip was centred on skiing...not really worthwhile...maybe next yr's summer can go ba...
haiz....
[tml] getting back many prelim papers tml ba...this time round is worst than my mid-yr...and i am quite disappointed..especially my cla papers...maths surprisingly was above my expectations, damn careless or else i would have done better! kaoz.....really dui eh! now i got much more confidence with my maths ba...except statistics...guess i gotta brush up on that. gp, geog and econs are gonecase subjects lah...like my cla...guess cannot make it...dunno how to tell my parents leh...especially my mum...mock exams are coming soon and i got 4 gp consultations ....haiz...wonder how much can it help?
[msg] fighting! fighting!