火光- 石康军

知道很傻 还是盼望 妳会出现 送我出发
手机没响 背起梦想 一个转过身 眷恋更深
明天 孤单会是脆弱或力量想念 会解答
没月亮 的海上
妳是我 的火光 找到逆风破浪 的坚强
爱能到 的地方 都不算 是远方
我不怕有了牵挂 容易迷惘
妳用消失 要我遗忘
我猜我懂 妳的想法 有些深爱 叫做隐藏
我们掉的泪是感动或感伤 时间 会说话
回头望 的泪眶 有最亮 的火光
选择离开或许 最恰当
妳的爱 放心上 随时都 能出发
到远方(我不怕)

Guitar club rulezz!!! - SYF silver award

[guitar club] well, many pple cried...ya...everybody was disappointed. Juniors can only managed a silver for SYF today..after months of hardwork. Yes...everybody was tired and put in their best efforts le! I still..and must say congratulations to u guys! Alot of you only start learning guitar in j1...u guys already had made an achievement wor! Dont cry lah! This yr was a tough fight..but u guys still managed to get a silver..it was really great! SRJC guitar club is still young, need many more experiences and practices to bring glory to school..of coz...Kevin our conductor! Thank you ....again...2003 u brought hope to our guitar club...though we may nt be able to clinch a gold this yr...i am sure we can try for a gold in 2 yrs time ya? So jia you wor!! ( hope u are ok when u read my sms..lolz)
Heard frm ys that their performance was nt impressive... i wasnt there to hear myself..but i guessed they were nervous lah...it is normal...haha! nvm....they need encouragements now!
Very proud of you guys! Guitar club roxxx!!!
[tmr] got half day leave...gg to sim with mum to apply for sim-uol management course. Ya..told many ppl that i wont be applying pte courses..but dunno why dad suddenly said go ahead..apply first then c how. Ok! ba wo ji hui! 30th april dateline! haha...
sis's lappie will be coming tmr also...dunno when dell become so efficient..lolz! but they are coming at a strange time...what a time range..frm 6pm-10pm??? kaoz....pple dun need to slp lah? really strange sia~
[hse of wax] wow...think many ppl will chiong to watch sia..very paiseh..me kenna booked by HL le..to watch this movie with her and tuan..whahaha! hope so lah..coz she can get tixs @ a special prx..lolz! hoho!

busy busy week

[thurs] going down to support guitar juniors for SYF @ singapore conference hall. wah seh me long time didnt go to tt place le..remembered me sec 3 that time got a CO concert held there..
not as big as esplanade..but then quite nice lah...haha! To my juniors..good luck! just give ur best shot! it is ok nt to attain a gold award! as long as u guys had tried ur best is fine le!!!
the interesting part for me leh is to take half day leave on thurs..gotta face that suckky boss again...kaoz! wish me luck guys! quite surprised they chose conference hall..thought it is for CO de concerts etc...haha..anyway..bo chap lah! hehe!
[sat] last day in co...think nothing will happened..grace n ivy nt coming for work, gm in china..so good luck..all the nice ppl in co..haha! can slack sia! anyway..havent confirm if i am going for that fudan talk..kaoz..changed venue to buona vista! kns eh! so far...wah lao...qi si wo le!!!
[sun] kenna booked by my mum..family day..gg to my cousin's hse..my aunt wanna make western food for us...lolz!
[mon] booked by my jc pals...gg to have a meal or something...hope most of my classmates can go lah..long time didnt meet lah..for some of them..ya..confirm go jack's place hor?! haha! anyway, can pass les's stuffs to her liao! haha!
[unknown date] gg to watch "hse of wax"...maybe with my sis again..lolz! anybody wanna join us? can let me know.

feel like writting crap

good morning!
[yday] well...i was very bz ah..basically bz till late afternoon like that...haha! dunno how many more days i can be tt bz...lolz! forgot to bring my wallet and ez link ...kaoz! what a memory! ended up having free lunch frm auntie again...gg to pay her back no matter what. Actually she lent me her ez link card also..but end up another colleague sent us back..thanks lah..haha!
sobbzz..i wont forget again! so sia suay! lolz!
[letters] haha..guessed many ppl are waiting for it now..i hope they wont come so soon..i mean rejection letters lah....wanna say congrats to those who had received ntu/smu's letters. Heard that nus's letters are coming soon...so let's see ba!
[future] i think i will be quite "free" this yr..lolz! it is like taking a break frm studies...ya! maybe end up i wont be studying for nearly a yr..if i plan to enter poly again...if yr end still cant get in..then i will take up pte courses..hope can get into sim's jan intake...lolz!
maybe taking up another job after a break...sianz!
[vesak day] well...a big day for world wide buddhists. i wont say it is a festival or what..it is not anyway. haha! thinking of putting up some stuffs for vesak day..perhaps in the month of may ba..haha..guess my blog will be boring then..! err...nt quite sure what i will do on that day...maybe gg to temple with my family? see lah...once a yr thing..alamak..i am really pathetic sia..nvm..do my prayers everyday at home will be enuff for me at the moment..lolz! k...i must get rid of my lazy bug inside me...haha!
[to meiling] pls ask those free thinkers to go to church..not me hor...i am not a "holy" person. lolz!

Infection + something about me #13 - impatient

[today] well...got quite abit to write..and perhaps quite abit for you to read..k..just bear with me ya? let's go!
[infection] went with tuan & sc to suntec to watch it..kaoz..nobody de..think less than 20 souls there..haha! quite scary hor? haha! scared later anybody scream we all knew who..lolz! kk...basically, newspapers only gave this movie 2.5 stars..it was really worth that much lah. haha! i wont consider "infection" as a horror flick...it was not horrifying with what ghosts etc. There was no ghost..but the movie was digusting. ya..highly nt recommendable to those who cant take digusting scenes...80% of the time u wld feel like closing ur eyes...coz the scenes were quite disturbing..lolz! yeah~~~(1st time i saw my sis dun dare to see sia! i am bravo!!) well, the storyline was actually rather simple..a doctor who kenna killed by his colleagues for their "carelessness"....and he took revenge by his mind power ...or what i wld say the "virus" which killed the other characters in this movie..yes...all died! haha! some scenes i cld nt connect them with the storyline...until now still cant figure out. tt was the swing...i think 2 times we saw one of the swing swinging by itself..i wondered "who" lah...ending part..both the swings swung together..again dunno "who" joined in..and why showed these scenes??? well..to the gruesome part of the story...basically the female xin li yi sheng already hinted us abt the story..we see the apple as red coz our mind think so...it was related to the movie when the ppl saw green blood from the bodies..and assumed it as the infectious virus..actually what they saw was their own blood...only the ending part we wld realised that...the whole movie was rather bloody..coz there were many scenes when the bodies just burst out the blood and the bodies were in a pool of green stuff lah...their organs flowed out and then dissolved..melted etc...yuks! but then actually their bodies didnt nt dissolved lah..again they already assumed it in their qian yi shi tt the bodies wld dissolved etc ( rather chim here..guessed u gotta watch it..lolz) so the killer was mr akai..tt man who kenna burnt 70% and kinda disfigured lah..lolz! anyway, one more kns scene was a doctor who wanna proved that he can sewed the scars well...so he tried to prove it by sewing on a piece of dunno what skin..in the end...he actually sewed all the stuffs on another doc..who died of coz...very kns tt scene..i hate those scars..let me thought of another movie "may". For ppl who bu pa si...this movie is worth $6.50...haha!
[shopping] actually didnt plan it..coz mum nt ard..but then we just happened to pass by samuel & kevin..their new season of clothes are really nt bad lah...tuan very happy..so asked mum to come over...and eventually..tuan was the shopping queen lah..ok she gt lots of new clothes for her new sch term lah..lolz! me bought a shirt only...haha!
bought 2 boxes of jigsaw puzzles @ the pasar malam outside hg mall..10 bucks..china made..i had bought one frm china b4..the quality is nt gd lah..but still can do it lor..anyway, tuan was very happy tt she got something to do to keep her unemployed life bz..lolz!
[to lesley] ur stuffs are with me now..u must treat me with something sia! qian xin lao ku to carry ur 5 bks! lolz...and to return ur stuffs u needed 3 pairs of hands ah! shirlie to sc to me sia..lolz! i dun care ah! u must treat me ah! do let me know when u can meet me...me this wk only sat afternoon can meet u liao...haha!
[#13] i am irritated with myself..coz my patience is failing me! ya..i cant stand the comp to hang for awhile, cant stand ppl to be late, cant stand anything that went against me..( nt tt serious!) haha! well...i am finding myself getting worse everyday. jia lat! i had threw "puntuality" away frm my dictionary..haha! now is kan ren zuo shi....if u r puntual i will be puntual for u..if u r nt then i will follow u...to be late..i cant stand waiting for someone for half an hr...normally i will be cool ..but now onwards i wont...u can read frm my face..i cant hide my emotions sometimes..especially when i am angry. An arian is impatient..very true...i am very impatient..if the things cant be done tt person will be blacklisted in my mind. definitely i am not a dictator..i know some ppl may took some more time to get things done...i will estimate it...i am nt an inflexible person..so dont worry to work with me..haha!
i had nv done any big jigsaw puzzles in my life..think the max was 300 + pieces? pathetic right..i dun even have the patience to do a 500 pieces de...lolz! 19 yrs of my life i had nv done a big jigsaw by myself...i only like to buy puzzles and let tuan or mum do them...i only like to "start" and to see the "end"..haiz...pathetic!
no medicine to cure me...think thru religion ba..there are always some ways to get back my patience..haha! ya...shun bian control my temper as well...it is getting bad too..lolz!

nuh eh gyut eu roh/close to you--Jo Sung Mo (Lovers in paris theme)

nuhn ahl go eet ni nahn mal ya
nuh eh ha yan oot seum ee ja ggoo man gi uhk na
ba bo chuh ruhm oot ge dwae
na bo da muhn juh nae noon ee
ni ga geu ri wuh nul chat ja ga neun ji
neul nuh reul bo ge dwae
na neun eek sook ha ji ahn ah suh
noo goo do sarang han juhk up suh suh
ja ggo kuh jyuh ga neun nuh reul ji wuh bo ji man
nuh reul sarang hae do dwe geht ni
woo ri shi jahk hae do dwe geht ni
na eh sang chuh man eun ga seum ee
nuh reul ool ge hal ji do mol la
sarang mal roh hal jool mol la suh
nuh reul ahn eul jool eul mol la suh
nae ga jool soo eet neun ma eum man eu roh
nul ji kyuh nael yong gi up neun nal
sarang hae joo geht ni
nahn eek sook hae jyuh buh ryut ssuh
nuh eh ha yang oot seum ee ah chim eul ggae woo neun
na eh sal mi dwe uh ssuh
nan gi dae ha go eet suh ssuh
nuh eh ha roo eh do nae ga eet gi reul
duh ba ra ge dwaet ssuh
ga ggeum nuh eh noon bit sohk eh suh
na ah nin noo goon ga reul bol ddae myun
byuh rang ggeut eh sun deut jul mang ee nal ggae uht ssuh
nuh reul sarang hae do dwe geht ni
woo ri shi jak hae do dwe geht ni
na eh sang chuh man eun ga seum ee
nuh reul ool ge hal ji do mol la
sarang mal roh hal jool mol la suh
nuh reul ahn eul jool eul mol la suh
nae ga jool soo eet neun ma eum man eu roh
nul ji kyuh nael yong gi up neun nal
sarang hae joo geht ni
sarang mi duh bon jok up suh suh
sarang hae bon juhk do up suh suh
tung bin ga seum eu roh sal ah ga dun nal
ga deuk hee nun chae woo go eet ssuh
nuh eh sarang eu roh

tv war -april /may

[tv war] wah seh...saw the scv's mag "telescope" me gg to faint soon sia! so many shows to watch ah! alamak...now feel like dying! anyway, my tv war will officially start on monday..haha..
weekdays
7pm-8.30pm slot: 4 dramas
basically channel 8 will be showing "square pegs" featuring roger kwok & jessica hester hsuan..alamak...damn nice! then hor..scv 56 continuing showing " qian jin bai fen bai" on 7pm.
7.30pm basically are channel u's show..."good luck " & " dolphin bay" ...haiz...jia lat sia!
9pm: 1 drama
new may drama " zu ping lao po ba liang fu" featuring amy kwok & huang zong ze! ...lucky no shows clashing..hengz!
10pm: 1 drama
also coming up..." jing pai bing ren" featuring ma jun wei & zhang ke yi! quite a funny gu zhuang drama...it is a repeat telecast..hehe!
weekend....kinda boring!
after "lovers in paris" will be showing " let's go to sch sang-doo!" starring bi a.k.a rain a.k.a jung ji hoon & gong hyo jin! watched this drama b4 online..the ending nt sad & nt happy..haha! quite nice lah...rain's first drama b4 his famous drama "full house". if you know who is lee dong gun, he will be the supporting actor in "let's go to sch sang-doo!"..very handsome wor!
channel 56 showing lee byung hun's 4 movies...sort of clash with 55's kr drama..me only gg to watch his movie "everybody has a secret" with choi ji woo, chu sang mi & kim hyo jin! must watch!!!!!
haha! sis quite sad coz most of the shows bu he ta de wei kou..haha! think may i will be online in the afternoon ba...coz night bz eh! haha! shall update more if there are new shows coming up! hehe!

Angry..all thanks to ml

[to ml & others] guess some of my pals will know what i am talking abt..especially dang shi ren! ya...really spoilt my mood...hope u wake up soon..dun bring my efforts and scoldings into the rubbish bin..i will ignore u in the future i tell u! ya...scolded her thru msn becoz of her nonsense ( u know what ah..) i dunno if u felt i was harsh abt it but i was really damn angry with u! dun waste my time complaining...i am not your chu qi tong . i dun like to hear ppl fa xie! next time i will scold u for sure..but if u are wu yao ke jiu then i wont chap ur love matters again...
this applies to my other pals also..hope none of you are tt silly.
really sickening now...rawwzzz!

狠狠爱- 徐若瑄

say say say you love me
不顾一切狠狠爱
管我身边有谁
你就这样演绎千言万语
攻打我的心
爱得那么热烈
惊心动魄完全没有规矩
叫人好着迷
你那一句话正中红心
完全安抚女生的不安的犹豫
oh你 say say say you love me
不顾一切狠狠爱
是你 say say say you love me
无法无天狠狠爱
你只觉得永远
是比什么都想做的事情
可不能淘气
温柔干么给你
用力推你却被你的真心
感动了天地
管你是天使还是魔鬼
越演越烈我开始天天想见你
oh你 say say say you love me
不顾一切狠狠爱是你
say say say you love me
无法无天狠狠爱
woh~爱~狠狠爱 woh~爱~狠狠爱
woh~爱~狠狠爱 woh~爱~狠狠爱
say you love me say you love me
say say say you love me
不顾一切狠狠爱
say you love me
say say say you love me(say you love me)
无法无天狠狠爱
oh你 say say say you love me不顾一切狠狠爱是你
say say say you love me
无法无天狠狠爱
oh你 say say say you love me(say you love me)
say say say you need me(say you need me)
say say say you love me(say you love me)
不顾一切狠狠爱爱~
爱~狠狠爱爱~
爱~狠狠爱爱~
爱~狠狠爱爱~爱~

3rd time is a mth

[today] haha! gg to have dinner @ suki sushi later! today the mussels got offer sia! bengz! like my title above...3rd time liao...kaoz...think i will restrain myself frm eating sushi for awhile...lolz!
[plans] going to watch "infection" soon...haha! also meeting my jc pals for a meal...still cant confirm yet...alamak! basically nothing much le...planning to meet an old pal soon..hehe!

Most Hito de news!

[today] well guessed the whole singapore knew the news! yeah! 2 casinos coming up in the yrs to come in sentosa & marina...personally, i think sg will benefit economically in the coming yrs, especially when neighbouring ctries are also coming up with this idea. I think the negative side of opening casinos will be minimised here...with the 100 bucks entrance fee, no loans frm casinos to locals etc. Anyway, the main thing to look at are the resorts..the casinos are only complimentry..so ok lah...definitely can help many unemployed to get a job asap! yeah...think sg will hit world news ah..haha! now the biggest qns is who will get the deal? hmm...shi mu yi dai ok?
basically, i had been busy these few weeks in co...the result of having an accountant. haha! butta i felt more relax lah...dun need to be responsible to many things..haha! boss told me that i could continue to work or have a rest first then continue or no need to work everyday...dunno what happened to him? anyway, now with new colleagues around, my presence is kinda extra lah...everything can be done by one person actually. now i am helping her to clear her work..end up she seng nang eh! haha! well, wanna thanked him for saying that, butta i think i need to stop awhile and do something new. I think i wont be able to learn new things there le..need to change a place!
[ml] wanna wish her good luck & all the best in her singing competition. haha! dun worry lah gal, just give ur best shot. if u win ah...must treat all of us ah! haha! btw, pls write something happy enuff to lighten ur blog's mood...i felt kinda stress reading it now..haha!
[life] many ppl complaint tt their lives are kinda "dead". but then how many ppl can actually live on a "interesting" life leh? ( ok i always talk things differently frm others) i really wondered eh..i can say my life is stagnant too, but i cant help it. I also dunno what i can do to make my life interesting. Definitely not just watching tv, listen to music or read books right? Well, now is a stage when we kinda experienced working life..we are walking towards it. Yeah, maybe when we really step into the society our lives will be the same as present...are we going to complain again? why not think about how to make our lives more colourful? dun blame life for being boring or dead...we are the person who makes it so boring. We might nt be able to do anything now, butta i believe we can do something about it in the future...just think about it yeah?
[gathering] so how? dim sum, sushi, buffet, steamboat? anything else? when? where?
aiyoz...only a few ppl also so hard to meet sia..haiz! kinda hoped tt we were back in sch..at least got a standard time for everyone ya?

变质-石康军

当雨打在我的脸上 恍然想起你
三年感情无法继续 你我的约定
说永远在一起 一切成了过去
你虽笑着心却痛着 我看在眼里
变质的爱 心被活埋
深受到感慨(留下的是遗憾)
变质的爱 留下残骸
不要再等待(不要再等待或期待)
我离开 (雨已停了 人群散了 我也该离开)
雨已停了 人群散了 我愣在车里
关掉手机 只能放弃 虽然不得已
为何感情淡了 现实总是残忍
或许分开才能解脱 我们都承认

Farewell

[today] wanna thank sc for her chocolates..sorry ah forgot to bring them home..tmr i shall eat them in co ok? haha! anyway, had a great kfc lunch today..haha! haiz...frm tmr onwards i will be alone in the battle ground lah! dont worry i wont die so easily lah! haja haja hwaiting! ( korean style of saying good luck or jia you! hwaiting is actually korean romanisation of fighting..)
[languages] suddenly a sudden craze of learning foreign languages among some of my pals.. haha! like les learning korean , while sc learns japanese...like me..haha! py wanna learn dutch...( wonder why though..haha!) there is this problem about learning something useful here ( read les's blog) well, for my case, i didnt learn japanese becoz it is useful..tt is my interest..me also do self-learning on korean and spanish...hard though. haha! some ppl wants to learn things to get those grades or certs to show their standards...well...kinda show off in tt case. personally i hate tests..haha though having some certs are great..it makes ur interest of learning tt something kinda stress becoz of those tests..though one fine day i may take up japanese lang test lah..to see my capability..haha!back to learning something useful...japanese isnt tt useful to me compare to dialects...yeah i wanna learn dialects...got free teacher i think ( my parents lah) haha! currently in mind are hainanese and cantonese..felt sianz abt nt knowing my own dialect sia..haha! think got some ppl told me tt eh many hainanese dunno their dialects at all...haha! stress sia! how come hokkien so easy to learn a few lines then my own dialect cant huh? haiz...think can add on to my to-do list liao..haha!
[tuan] this sotong gal finally made her way to her new sch today..and ordered a dell laptop..golden brown colour wor! something unique sia..haha! i wont say tt laptop is ex..coz it is the cheapest among the choices..haha! envy her lah..can start sch soon...haha! then she said her peers all looked mature then her..she was a kido in np..well gd mah...so mature for what..wanna get old soon huh? haha! be happy with what you are...looking childish isnt a sin...nt everybody can have tt baby face ok? ( sobbzzz...tt is my xin sheng..haha!)

too full to write..haha!

[today] well, nothing much. this week the accountant came le...and i didnt talk to boss and gm much...felt so shiok! haha! ok lah...now my working life is listen to orders given to me sia...good mah..no need to carry big responsiblities..just listen and do my work! yeah! good! this is how i will spend my remaining weeks there...( how come sounds so pathetic sia? dun you know an aries hate to be ordered ? haha! now...and finally..i found tt i have some aries characterisitcs..including protecting the weak ones..wah! fu you zheng yi gan! lozl!)
anyway, had sakae sushi dinner with sc and tuan..thanks to sc's vouchers lah..or else the dinner wld have cost me a bomb..coz i treating sc to eat...(actually shld be my mum lah..haha!)
compared to my last sushi meal @ suki sushi 2 wks ago..this dinner was quite ex leh..bo bian ...haha! think will recommend my pals to suki sushi..ya..cheaper!
[tmr] wanna say congrats to sc lah..finally can tuo li ku hai! haha! everyone is happy for u sia! lolx..tmr still got ppl treat u lunch eh..nt bad sia! haha! think auntie gg to be broke soon..lolz!
well, nothing much lah....the big tv set like spoil on & off...sobbzz! scared cannot watch tv! dad quick rescue my hubby!!!!
[to-do list] kaoz..getting longer and longer sia...alamak..got so many things havent done..haiz! better clear those short-term task..haha!

千年之恋- F.I.R

竹林的燈火 島國的沙漠 七色的國度
不斷飄逸風中有一種神秘
灰色的漩渦 將我捲入了迷霧中
看不清的雙手 一朵花傳來誰經過的溫柔穿越千年的傷痛
只為求一個結果你留下的輪廓
指引我 黑夜中不寂寞穿越千年的哀愁
是你在盡頭等我最美麗的感動
會值得 用一生守候

Got abit to write..

[today] well...today went to temple...grandpa's 49 days were up..after that, went to red star restaurant to have dim sum lunch. Actually my parents dunno abt it..dunno why my relatives planned liao didnt tell my parents...blurrzz!
went to OG later with my cousins and family...kaoz...wt was the shopping queen..and her mum too! haha! felt so paiseh to shop with them...lolz..dun ask me why ah...just too amazed with their way of shopping..lolz!
sis bought a b.u.m handbag...quite nice lah...and i bought a pair of converse socks..hehe! then my sis went to D&G and bought another pair of boots...kaoz...quite nice lah..but then i dun really feel that she gt much chance to wear..buy more skirts k? haha! Me leh? still working hard to find 2 pairs of shoes..but so hard to find..haiz...
Btw, got any good handphones to recommend? not too expensive hor! haha!
[tv] wow! i am falling in love with "lovers in paris"..it was just so nice! i had nv anticipated so much in a kr drama leh..besides "full house" lah..now i realised the power of the paris craze...why it can be the highest rating drama in kr last yr..kaoz!
anyway, "hai tun wan lian ren" was quite interesting than i previously thought..haha! think it is going to be added in my drama list lah..and "the 'W' files" are ending soon..tt means 10 pm slot empty soon..got time to go online at night le.hehe!
[coming week] sc is leaving co this friday lah..quite sad coz i gotta spend the rest of the month working alone...haiz! wed gg to eat sakae sushi with tuan and sc..haha! thanks for ya voucher lah sc! well, nothing else planned for this month..plan to watch "house of wax" in may liao..haha!
tt's all folks! hope to meet up with my pals for a meal...abt the bbq thing..quite troublesome sia.. u can say i am lazy..butta i am sianz with bbq..so sorry abt it. yeah~

Kawari yuku sora - W-inds

Tsuki wa iroase kaigara no you ni warau
Yoake mae no sora ga mou murasaki ni kawaru koro
Yorisou you na kimi to boku no kokoro ni
Umareta bakari no koi wa
Oto mo naku ugokidasu
Yagate afuredasu hikari ni kimi wa hoho somete
Kawariyuku sora wa setsuna ni kagayaku
Ryoute hirogete kazashita te no hira kara
Koboreochiru hikari sukutte
Hajimari no asa bokura ga mitsuketa mono
Itsuka omoide ni kawaru made
Dakishimete hanasanai yo
Fureau kata no nukumori wa yasashikute
Haku iki mo shiroku kimi wo sotto dakiyosete mita
Kasunda sora to kaze ga hikiyoseru you ni
Guuzen ni deau futari hitsuzen ni aishiau
Hajimari wa itsumo sasayaka na omoi ni yure
Kawari yuku sora ni omoi wo kasanete
Kokoro hiraite akaku somaru sora kara
Ukabiagaru hikari motomete
Aruki hajimeta bokura no michi wa itsuka
Tooi rakuen to tsuzuiteru
Kawari yuku sora no hate ni
Nagareyuku toki wa nanimokamo kaeru kedo
Kimi wo omou kimochi wa kawaranai yo
Ryoute hirogete kazashita te no hira kara
Koboreochiru hikari sukutte
Hajimari no asa bokura ga mitsuketa mono
Itsuka omoide ni kawaru made
Dakishimete hanasanai yo

鬼- 陶吉吉

我想问你相不相信这个世界上有一个看不见的空间
在你眼前四面八方把你包围
但又不会让你摸得清楚它的立场
不停改变在左右两边左右你视线
一定会在面前突然在后面
他们徘徊不退耐心的等天慢慢黑
不管你感觉有多累千万不能让自己睡
鬼他们是鬼鬼鬼全都是鬼
hey hey 你不能睡 hey 他们是干不掉的鬼
被谁压得喘不过去地铁每天同一批人扮乘客跟踪我
你懂不懂脚步声越来越接近
感到有只冰冷黑手在身上打手印却不会痛
它在我左边也在你右边它不必露脸它在我里面
他们徘徊不退耐心的等天慢慢黑
不管你感觉有多累千万不能让自己睡
鬼他们是鬼鬼全都全是一群鬼
鬼一堆死不了的鬼鬼鬼他们徘徊不退
一步一步的把你追当
你发觉眼圈发黑你可能已经变成鬼 aw 你是个鬼
come on 你是个鬼你是个鬼
yeah 在不知不觉变成死不了的鬼鬼
他们徘徊不退一步一步的把你追
等到你觉得好气馁等到你会说无所谓鬼你是个鬼
鬼全都全是一群鬼
鬼一堆死不了的鬼鬼鬼如果心里有鬼
谁和谁不算是同类你的血在暗里发霉
这究竟是谁在怕谁 aw 我是个鬼
come on 我是个鬼我是个鬼
yeah 你到底怕人还是应该要怕鬼

Good Luck!

[tv] wow...finally can watch japanese drama le! great! although many ppl said japanese dramas arent romantic compared to korean, but i still feel that japanese dramas are still great in their own ways...they are interesting without the relationships details liao...kaoz! haha!
Haiz..too bad cannot watch "say hello to blackjack"..or else better still...sobbzz!
Kimura Takuya's new 2005 spring drama "engine" is showing in japan le..part of the drama was shot in the f1 grandpix in malaysia..kaoz! anyway, i still got "pride" to catch...busy busy!
coming up also got many tvb dramas...worst...haha! think i better pray for some lousy drama so that i wont be clashing here & there huh? lolz...
[today] wanna thank auntie for her lunch treat...curry fish head..haha! yesh! walked all the way to blk 32 to eat ah...really tasty, butta not hot enough..haha! the new accountant will be working soon..dunno when..haiz...think i am going to be busy for this few weeks lah...nvm..now i only worry that i cannot get my pay. haha!
[birthday] haha...april like nobody in my mind is going to get old..butta i finally remembered le! ya...my cousin wt...apr 22! haha! though i know maybe only ur sis will be seeing this, still wanna say happy birthday in advance ah! ( hehe...think meeting you soon someday sia? my mum had something for u wor!)
[life] still...very systematic..everyday get up get ready for work, come back get ready for tv. ahah! nothing else..havent been reading for some weeks, no time..haha! anyway, kinda hooked up with japanese manga & korean man hwa thesedays..lolz...dad even borrowed an english comic for me..kaoz he knew it! lolzzz! bo bian i too poor to buy the whole set of comics lah...read online really headache sia..coz very slow..sobbzz!

忍者- 周杰伦

居酒屋里的小神龛
离铺满鹅卵石的玄关
差不多一米宽的信仰
我坐着喝味噌汤
在旁观看庭园假山
京都的夜晚
有一种榻榻米的稻香叫做禅
那里～神社许愿闪过一个画面
这里～忍者蒙着脸在角落吹暗箭
心里～幕府又重现从前老东京那条山手线
像一出怀旧的默片
嗷咿吆嗷咿吆咿～
嗷咿吆嗷咿吆咿～嘿～
伊贺流忍者的想法嘿～
只会用武士刀比划嘿～
我一个人在家乖乖的学插花はぃ～～ゎかいました
いちにさんし樱花落满地有一种神秘凝结了空气
いちにさんし黑夜里偷袭去攻击烟雾当武器
いちにさんし忍者的物语要切断过去忠心是唯一
いちにさんし隐身要彻底要忘记什麽是自己
居酒屋里的小神龛
离铺满鹅卵石的玄关
差不多一米宽的信仰
我坐着喝味噌汤
在旁观看庭园假山
京都的夜晚
有一种榻榻米的稻香叫做禅
那里～神社许愿闪过一个画面
这里～忍者蒙着脸在角落吹暗箭
心里～幕府又重现从前老东京那条山手线
像一出怀旧的默片
嗷咿吆嗷咿吆咿～
嗷咿吆嗷咿吆咿～嘿～
伊贺流忍者的想法嘿～
只会用武士刀比划嘿～
我一个人在家乖乖的学插花はぃ～～ゎかいました
いちにさんし樱花落满地有一种神秘凝结了空气
いちにさんし黑夜里偷袭去攻击烟雾当武器
いちにさんし忍者的物语要切断过去忠心是唯一
いちにさんし隐身要彻底要忘记什麽是自己
いちにさんし樱花落满地有一种神秘凝结了空气
いちにさんし黑夜里偷袭去攻击烟雾当武器
いちにさんし忍者的物语
いちにさんし要切断过去
いちにさんし忠心是唯一
いちにさんし

counting down to freedom!

[tuan] kaoz this nv ren..today went to make contact lens..haha! looked strange leh..haha! see lah...even taking off the lens also need my mum...pathetic sia..haha! anyway, both my parents also changed their specs...really gt $$..diaozz!
[to-do list] well, going to accomplish my 2nd task on the list..and that is to quit my job! haha! wah seh boss see new ppl forget old ppl liao...haha! nvm...i wont be staying long le..wahhaha!
yes! can stay at home liao! haha! a few more weeks to revolution! wahahhahahah!
feel like cutting my hair also...too long..wahhaha!
[this week] nothing much...same old life...kaoz...really hate the cinemas! haha! house of wax will only be on screen in MAY! kns eh! haiz...hoping bedok princess gt show this movie...at least cheaper than others...kaoz....feel like killing them!!! btw, anyone wanna watch movies? ( i dun watch silly stuffs..haha!)

one week later..

[one week] wow! seems so long i didnt blog anything after my bdae...haha! ya right..nothing much to write ah...jia lat! haha!
[to-do list] added it in my "others" section..think need to remind myself what i need or planning to do. Actually i had only constantly do one stuff in my list..and that is saving money. haha! others are all my plans ya..haiz! hmm..suddenly feel like going to pulau ubin, coz my trip to the island when i was in sec 4 was ruined somehow..blamed the sch..haha! well, i am mountain turtle lah..bukit timah & those offshore islands ( excluding sentosa) all i havent been b4...haha!
[posting results] wanna say a congrats to pf lah...though i knew she was quite confused now..haha! well, got the moe interview is definitely better than having nothing lah...i wish u luck ok? haha! to my other pals..dun worry! if u had applied for nie under ntu think dun worry lah..maybe ur didnt need to go thru interview leh ? hahaha! ( pf dun kill me ah! )
think poly posting results will be out soon for DAE & appeal cases...haiz...my 1st 2 choices think no hope liao...all famous courses..sobbzz!
[ml/jw] wow...glad that you are taking up lessons to enrich yourself..singing and guitar @ some music studio lah..paiseh ah i nv heard b4 though..haha! all i can say is once u started dun give up lah....( unlike me...sobbzz...sianz to take up lessons..haha!) well...maybe next time go min ge restaurant can see ml up there singing hor?! haha!
as for jw leh...saw ur blog abt ur piano lessons stuff..well, i think if u got the ability to continue the lessons just go on lor..but if ur $$ are tight then maybe can stop awhile and continue lah.
sometimes quite ke lian for you coz ur dad like keep limiting your doings lah..haiz! nvm...there will be a way out somehow..so jia you ba!

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人出生起就懂得离别我属于你没有期限
我所有你所有的潜力你给仔细
重新挣脱地引力
我的功能就是保护你
上天入地如影随形不离
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从这一刻就是你给我的心灵
模仿人类的机器
真实的皮肤有温度深切的呼吸
十秒钟你房间打搅顽皮
三分钟楼下开车等你
男朋友不乖我也能出气
你寂寞我陪你叹息
可是电脑簿扰我生命
不知不觉中
我爱上你我行为变得不由自己
主人我绝对不背叛你
可是为什么想什么做什么
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