Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Random thoughts

[NKF] After all those reports on the newspaper, i guessed the only victims are the patients. Haizz...i wonder how would the new NKF gain support from the public again. Also, other charitable organisations are affected as well. Ren Ci's charity show is coming soon, I wonder how many people wld call. Perhaps they should show their report as well? Or maybe mediacorp shld show how much they get from Ren Ci's charity show? I think overall mediacorp "benefited" ah. Kaoz...Personally, i think this is a big lesson for majority singaporeans. Singapore isnt perfect, our govt isnt perfect and definitely, our society isnt so too. Perhaps we felt cheated, but then from this incident, i hope that they wld still continue to support the patients lah, coz the whole process is expensive and painful. Perhaps this is a big big lesson for the organisations out there, dont do things to cheat our money and be more transparent in your mgt! So what's up next? will justice do us right by punishing those cheaters? wait & see~
[Stress] There's this enormous "weight" on me now...How i wish jan wont come at all. Coz gotta pay that big sum of $$ to UOL..and those damn revision class which wld cost another hundred bucks or so. My dad asked," can dont attend?". I wish i could, think the class wld be to review our mock exams. Only the local lect's revision classes do not cost extra $. Sickening. Yday i told my parents abt it lah, then mum was kinda fed up with UOL, with the registration fees and the exam fees. That's why it is ex to study foreign degrees here. Idioitic pounds! Then dad was saying nothing cld be done lah, can only blame myself for nt entering local uni lah blah blah. haiz...while mum on the other hand, was unhappy with UOL's reg fees.."why got sch kept asking for reg fee even for 2nd & 3rd yr?" HAIZ! ya...maybe i shld have gone to poly instead sia? Now i must PASS everything or else my dad's $$ will gone into the drain...So, the weight on me is getting heavier...that's pathetic. If i am just stress about the exams, maybe it's alright, but that's not the case. I am feeling stress because the exams are damn ex. I am stress over the money and now i am super super stress about passing my exams. Any confidence? dont dare to say. Gotta start bucking up now...must tell myself everyday, "dont slack" x infinity.